Ahlan wa sahlan..?
Hopefully everybody fine.huhu.
Its hard..really hard..
To let go something you love the most.!
It growth up every single day with you.
Pepatah kata Beto dlm cerita Istanbul Aku Datang " benda yang dah sebati dalam hidup, bukan senang utk dileraikan".
Masa Rainbow lahir, she grow up without her mother. Somebody has took away her mother. Rainbow blum buka mata lagi. Anna jaga dia bagai menatang minyak yang penuh. Smpi dia besar sikit. Anna kena praktikal kt PNB. So, mama pula jaga dia.
Day by day, months past by...
Rainbow bunting, ada 4 baby.
Rainbow gone now.
I always talk to myself, i felt bad cause i cannot take care of her, give a good care to her.
Sometimes i talk to her, im so sorry because i cannot give u full attention.
When i used to stressed about this dunya things, i go find n hug her. She always know why i felt.
She make me calm.
Today. It is my second day without her. Is it fine? Did somebody treat her well or hit her? Did she get enough food? Did somebody hug her today? Oh Rainbow....forgive me...Rainbow, i always pray we will meet in Jannah. Please forgive me.
I always pray she come back.